Are You Listening????

A few months ago I was having a particularly tough time. Everywhere I turned, people were asking me questions and then questioning my answer. That drives me nuts. I mean, why ask me something if you aren't going to believe me!?

I enjoy a good dialogue as much as anyone-even about topics which always have different sides. There is a difference between a productive conversation progressing and feeling like you are being cut off at every idea. I like discussions that flow.

So, imagine my frustration when questions like, "Is it hot outside?" "Do I HAVE to change the cat litter?" and others were met with questions. There is just no reason answering simple questions should be so stressful. No need at all.

One Saturday morning I was making breakfast (which should have put me in good graces with the entire household, because I usually serve cereal) and my youngest asked me a really easy question. I answered and got "NO, that is not right." For the life of me, I cannot remember what the question was about, but I know I got it right! Then another child followed with a question I knew I knew the answer to and I got the same "Nope, I don't think so." Arrrrghhhhh...

They left the kitchen and I was surprised this little episode almost had me in tears, but it had been going on for a while. My frustation grew and I realized it was time to have a little chat with God. My comments were, "You know God this is sooooo irritating. Why can't they just take me at my word. They asked the question, surely they thought I had some expertise or knowledge. Why does every question have to lead to such disbelief in my ability?"

To which He replied, " So How Do You Think I Feel?"

Dropped the pan, dropped the spatula and just stood and stared at the pancakes.

Ouch. That hurt.

But you know, He was absolutely right (Imagine that!) How many times do I go to Him with questions I know He will answer and then refute his answer or just ignore it??? If a few kids, an occasional spouse and parents irritate me, I cannot imagine how frustrated God gets with all of our arguing!

O Lord, help me to keep my ears open and my sassy mouth shut!